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Love Hurts

by Eve HoganOctober 14, 2011
Love Hurts

Dear Eve,

I am a full-time single mother of three children.  I have been divorced for five years now. Until now, I really haven’t met somebody that I could give my all to. Then, I met a guy who is also a full-time single parent with three kids. Our boys are on the same team and are best friends. We became close friends. Then we ended up as chaperones on a weekend field trip and realized there was more potential to our relationship than friendship.

When we returned, we talked or saw each other for the next 15 days. Then suddenly, he went cold and distant. I’m sure he is worried about getting hurt. I have tried to reassure him that there are no expectations, that we don’t have to be headed to a destination, that we should just enjoy this for what it is. What else can I do to help him over this hurdle, calm his fears and see where this goes?

He is very special and deserves all of the love that God has meant for him and I hope it’s me that he lets in. But if not and it’s somebody else, I just want to help him open up again. (Who am I kidding, I want this to work more than anything else in my life).

Thanks for your help.

Aloha,
Ultimately, there isn’t a lot you can do to make him open up except not to put on heavy pressure, to be honest, understanding and consistent. Since it sounds like he’s afraid of getting hurt, assuring him that you are not going anywhere may help, but here is the tricky part: Love and attachment hurt. Even if the two of you are together for the rest of time, one of you is likely going to die before the other and it will hurt.

So, the question isn’t really, “Will I get hurt if I love again?” Cause the answer is probably yes—not necessarily from betrayal or separation, but simply through the reality of life and death (which of course can happen at any time.). It is important to realize, however, that not loving is painful too! Denying yourself love, passing up golden opportunities and embracing your fear instead of your possibilities hurts, too. Of course, you aren’t the one that needs to hear this lecture.

The piece here that is important to reflect on is the part of your story where you said you wanted to help him get the love he deserves. I was glad to see you be honest with me—and more importantly yourself—about what you really want. It was beginning to sound like you were going to martyr yourself to heal him. I wasn’t hearing about the love God has meant for you, or about what you deserve; it was all about wanting to help and heal him, which while very thoughtful, was sounding on the brink of co-dependence. So 10 points for the moment of reality when you acknowledged this wasn’t all about him and that you do have hopeful expectations.

My sense is that your own fear of loss is what was causing you to focus on healing him and helping him to “get it” instead of yourself. I share this so you can practice self-observation and become aware of how your own past may come into play here. With that awareness, you can see when you are being self-sacrificing and how that could sabotage you along the way.

As for this man—he does indeed sound like a gem and like your lifestyles are perfectly matched. I suggest you say (or write) to him something to the effect of, “I just want to let you know that I really enjoy the time we spend together and the closeness that we have developed. I am guessing you are scared and honestly, I’m scared too. But I would rather be scared with you, than scared without you. We can take this at any pace you are comfortable with, but one thing life has taught me is to recognize a good thing when I see it, and thus, you know where to find me when you’re ready.” Then, I’d just carry on with your life and let him make the next move.

I know you know this, but he has to heal himself. You can’t do anything for him except for show up consistently, lovingly, and honestly.

With aloha,
Eve

Intellectual Foreplay Question of the Week: What three things could you do immediately to open your heart to more love?

Love Tip of the Week: When trying to avoid pain, be sure that what you are choosing instead isn’t even more painful.


Eve Hogan

Eve Eschner Hogan is a relationship specialist, and author of several books including The EROS Equation: A SOUL-ution for Relationships. In Real Love with Eve, she shares skills, principles, and tools for creating healthy, harmonious relationships—with friends, family, lovers, co-workers, and the world at large. Her uncommon approach to common sense will help you sail away from ego battles and into the calmer waters of real love. Learn more about Eve's Heart Path retreats at sacredmauiretreats.com. She is the author of Way of the Winding Path: A Map for the Labyrinth of Life.


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